Trying to decide what to do this summer… I mean, if I can’t find an internship I need a plan…

Do I stay here, get an apartment, and work all summer? Do I transfer to a wholefoods at home and work all summer in IL?

I really just want to go home, for a couple weeks or something… I wish I could take a month off.. I don’t think I can take a month off though…. but I feel like that would be just enough time for me to be there and then be ready to come back.

I mean, optimistically I’d like an internship but. ahhhh

choices….