Thinking more about that thing I just reblogged…
haha hiding under a cut lololol
I think the ones that apply most are the ones that have to do with thinking/talking. Now that I’m thinking about it, I think they also apply more the closer I get to someone… because with most people (not to be mean) I’m emotionally distant enough that I can slide by being silly, to avoid actually revealing myself.
Might have to glean some of this to tell paul, because I often times will sit and think before responding to a question, which he thinks is me just not listening or not caring.
I do care, I just want to say things right. The more meaningful the conversation, the longer I think. Or even when I need to talk about something important. I can’t just say it straight out, I have to work into it.
I’ve been trying really hard to open up since I met paul, because I didn’t realize how closed in I really was. Little by little, things get a little better… but its a really really slow process.
So sloww
Typed more than I meant to haha aaahhhh
